Saturday, August 14, 2004

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oK... i sHaLL sToP hErE lIaOzZ... rEaLLi cAnT cOnTInUe aNymOre...!!! cANt iMaGiNe wAd wILL hAPPeN tO mY dAyS wItHoUt tHeM... iT's a TERRIBLE fEeLiNg... Do u nOe??? hAv u tAsTEd iT beFOrE??? oF lOsInG sOmEbOdY tAt iS oNe pArT oF uR lIfE?? oNe tAT u cArEs fEr sOo sOo mUcH!!!! ;(

i luvre5566!`
10:30 PM

`FreNz `WenDy `JaMeS `JoHn `jOnaThOn `JuNyONg `MeLisSa `wEiLoOn

[x] MoI PrOfiLe [x]
* ShArOn aKa "lAn sE wU gUi"
* SeVeNteEn
* sharon88_7@hotmail.com... aDD mI tO MSN wOrx...
* 22 JuLy
* EX-NoRtH VisTa StuDeNt
* TP EnGinEEr StuDeNt

[x] Wishlist [x]
* FinD mY PriNcE ChaRmiNg....
* SeE 5566 iN rEaL pErsOn aT cLoSe DisTanCe(nOt aT SigNatUrE sEsSioN)
* hAvInG lOtS oF FrEnz tO StAy By Mi...
* hAv a wOndErFul fIrSt bIrtHdAe iN poLy...

[x] mY bEsT pAls... [x]
* wEndy
* nAnCy
* yVoNnE
* peIxIu
* jOnAtHoN
* jUnyONg

[x] tP oEi! [x]
* jOHn
* xIoNg jIe
* wEiLi
* sTewArt
[x] E2 MaTrIx!!! [x]
* Max
* yEoW sHeNg
* JiMmY
* sTaCy
* sIaNg yOnG
* wiLLiaM
* hUi mIn
* jInG yaO
* bEn
* luKaI
* sTaMfOrD
* jAsHuA
* nNn.. mAnY maNy oThErS....

[x] cS pAls [x]
* jUn xIaNg
* pOh yInG
* dIwEi
* yInG wEe

[x] nEoN rAwKs!! [x]
* gLorIa
* dAwN
* aMy
* gErAldINe
* sHihUi
* cHeRiE
* iSaBeLLe
* fEliCia
* cOnsTaNcE
* kOk cHuN
* fLanNeRy
* zhiShEng
* jAmEs
* jOe
* iVaN
* caNnOn
* hAn
* cAlEb

[x] NvSs fRenZ [x]
* wEicHeNg
* xIaNg yOnG
* jAsOn
* aLbiN
* jiCai
* yEn gUaNg
* cHrIstiNa
* xIn hUi
* sOphIa
* jInxIaN
* SuJuN
* hUijUaN
* xIoNg wEi
* bInG cHaO
* wEi wEn

[x] LyRicS [x]

I rEaD a nOtE bY mOi GraNdMa wRoTe
BaCk iN 1923
GrAndpA kEpT iN hIs cOaT
aNd hE sHowEd iT oNcE tO mI
hE sAiD, bOy, u mIgHt nOt uNdErsTaNd
But a lOng, lOnG tImE aGo
GRanDmA's dAddy dIdnT liKe mI nOnE
bUt i lUv ur gRaNdmA sO

wE hAd tHis cRaZy PlaN tO mEet
aNd run away tOgEthEr
Get mArRied iN tHe fIrSt tOwN wE cAmE tO
aNd liVe fOreVa
bUt nAiLeD tO tHe tReE wHeRe wE
wErE sUpPoSed tO mEeT iNsTeAd
i FouNd ThIs LeTtEr
aNd tHiS iS wHaT iT's sAiD

[[___CHORUS___]]
iF u gEt tHeRe bEfOrE i dO
dOnT gIvE uP oN mI
i'LL mEeT u wHeRe mOi cHoRes aRe thRouGh
i dunNo hOw loNg i'LL bE
but i'M nOt gOnNa lEt u dOwN
DaRliNg wAiT n seE
aNd bEtWeEn nOw aNd tHeN
TiLL i sEe u aGaIn
i'LL bE loViNg u
LovE mI

I rEaD tHoSe wOrDs jUx hOuRs bEfOrE
mY gRaNdMa pAsSeD awAy
iN tHe dOoRwAy oF thE cHuRcH
wHeRe mI n gRaNdpA sTopPed tO pRaY
i kNoW i'vE nEvEr sEeN hIm cRy
iN aLL mOi 15 yEaRs
bUt aS hE sAiD tHeSe wOrDs tO hEr
hIs eYeS fiLLed uP wItH tEaRs

[[___CHORUS___]]
bEtWeEn nOw aNd tHeN
TiLL i sEe u aGaiN
I'll bE lOvInG yOu
LOVE mI

[x] Music [x]

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